TY  - BOOK
AU  - Holes,Paul
AU  - Fisher,Robin Gaby
TI  - Unmasked: crime scenes, cold cases and my hunt for the Golden State killer 
SN  - 9781472270382
U1  - 363.250973 23
PY  - 2022///
CY  - London
PB  - Wildfire, an imprint of Headline
KW  - DeAngelo, Joseph James,
KW  - Holes, Paul.
KW  - Serial murders
KW  - California
KW  - Cold cases (Criminal investigation)
KW  - United States
KW  - Criminal investigation
KW  - Serial rape investigation
KW  - Sheriffs
KW  - Biography
KW  - Murder
KW  - Investigation
KW  - Serial murder investigation
KW  - Crime scene searches
KW  - Television personalities
KW  - Detectives
KW  - Biographies
KW  - lcgft
KW  - Autobiographies
KW  - True crime stories
N1  - First published in 2022 in the United States by Celadon Books, a division of Macmillan Publishers, New York
N2  - "From the detective who found The Golden State Killer, a memoir of investigating America's toughest cold cases and the rewards--and toll--of a life solving crime. I order another bourbon, neat. This is the drink that will flip the switch. I don't even know how I got here, to this place, to this point. Something is happening to me lately. I'm drinking too much. My sheets are soaking wet when I wake up from nightmares of decaying corpses. I order another drink and swig it, trying to forget about the latest case I can't shake. Crime-solving for me is more complex than the challenge of the hunt, or the process of piecing together a scientific puzzle. The thought of good people suffering drives me, for better or worse, to the point of obsession. People always ask how I am able to detach from the horrors of my work. Part of it is an innate capacity to compartmentalize; the rest is experience and exposure, and I've had plenty of both. But I had always taken pride in the fact that I can keep my feelings locked up to get the job done. It's only been recently that it feels like all that suppressed darkness is beginning to seep out. When I look back at my long career, there is a lot I am proud of. I have caught some of the most notorious killers of the twenty-first century and brought justice and closure for their victims and families. I want to tell you about a lifetime solving these cold cases, from Laci Peterson to Jaycee Dugard to the Pittsburgh homicides to, yes, my twenty-year-long hunt for the Golden State Killer. But a deeper question eats at me as I ask myself, at what cost? I have sacrificed relationships, joy-even fatherhood-because the pursuit of evil always came first. Did I make the right choice? It's something I grapple with every day. Yet as I stand in the spot where a young girl took her last breath, as I look into the eyes of her family, I know that, for me, there has never been a choice. "I don't know if I can solve your case," I whisper
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